Apology Blog

Im sorry I pushed you into a bus seat
You really didnt deserve it
Even though your my best friend now
You did deserve it at the time
But,I really wish your face smashed into the seat at the time
You gave me a look that I took
So there you go belly first into the seat
You were beat

bye wisdom hello swollen face and pain

So I just found out today that I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out on Friday. ahh im so scared. The doctor even told me hes like,"yeah the ones we have to take out and they way they will come out your moouths gunna be huge" im like coooool. Not fun. Im scared im not going totally under with anesthiaa but im getting laughing gas and getting numb. Supposedly the 3rd day is the worst day to. ugh

"the best thing in life is"

So I guess we'll go with something possitive to talk about. I think this title "the best thing in life is" makes you think because I feel like everyday never actually thinks this tonight because there going a million miles a minute in life. Theres this song that i absolutely LOVE called "Live like your Dying" by Kris Allen. Its talking about to say things that you should say at the moment because you dont know what will happen tomorrow. I think the possitive and good things in life are being happy and putting yourself first and making sure your happy. If you think about that its good because if your not happy and you start dating someone clearly that relationship wont work out because youre not in the right state of mind. Everyone has those bad days but the good days were everything goes right and feel like nothing can stop you are the best things in life.

too skinny

Giving I want to go into fashion next year and I like reading about it I also get teen vogue. Ive noticed this trend that has been around for to long. Girls being WAY to skinny. I think there is always some kind of pressure out there to be that model-esc figure size double zero and the "oh i ate only a grape today" diet. Theres always going to be that certain image that every girl wants to be because they think they will look better and guys will like them more but in reality, guys dont like to walk around with a girl that looks like a skeleton next to them. Im the last person to stand up and say "oh I think im perfect im the way I wanna look because thats not true by any stretch of the imagination. Seventeen magazine came out with this section in the issue every time that explains that you dont have to look frail for people to like you that its ok to be happy with what you have. I think thats good that they are trying to promote that for confidence for girls that they can go have a hamburger and still excersice without having to starve themselves all day. All around, you ave to learn that what you have is what youve got and you have to be happy with it. So little by little we should let our insecurities go.

oh boy

So I decided i wanna try and do a half marathon with my mom in May. Its one of those thing you wanna do before you die. So I figured why not you only live one life. The race is in Long Branch and its 13 miles. I have to start training now so I can make it haha. Of course its like subzero out but thank god for tredmils =). I would say my favorite place to run would be in Island Heights. Theres something about running when you put on your ipod and just run you feel like you can get away from it all and get rid of your stress. Thats how i think of it and thats why i like it so much. So hopefully this goes well!

why is the country one frozen place

So i just looked on the weather and the whole crountry is frozen? haha Supposedly everywhere its cold just like here even in Florida and all the places you would think would be a little warmer this time of year. I saw this picture in my first period class today where the oranges were covered in ice because of the weather. Can someone say global warming?

Monsoon

So today is probably the most rain I have seen in a while. It is like monsooning outside. I got out of my car today and school and dropped my bookbag right in a puddle of water. That WOULD happen to me. Plus, my jeans got soaked which wasnt a good feeling. I hate when it rains and your in school you jsut wanna be in your bed sleeping but you have to be in this place that no one likes its so annoying. But hopefully this stops becasue id rather see snow instead of rain.